Saturday, August 30, 2014

Books Cards Books Cards

They were not kidding when they said you can get insane deals in National Bookstore Warehouse Sales. I guess people flock to those places and endure the stress of rummaging rows and rows of shelves and piles for a reason. Check out the goods I got on my two visits:

The thing at the bottom is A Christmas Carol, in a nice comic book form.. for FIVE FREAKIN PESOS.

I managed to get some pretty nice stuff considering that I was late to the party and the better books have already found owners.. I felt pretty lucky too because I made a mental note that if D!rty Chinese was still there when I got back then it was meant to be. And it was, even if it took me a couple of weeks to come back.

Picture 1 total: 312.50 pesos for 10 items
Picture 2 total: 110 for three items
ISN'T IT CUUUUTE OMG.

It's not just books that I got, I also got some pretty cute stationery and an In-Flight Japanese Language CD. The CD was impressive - mint condition, 25 pesos.. what.

That Tintin compilation book we got for 75 pesos from 800 pesos!!!

Some of the items Emmy insists we get because they are simply a STEAL at their price, and he said we definitely must have classics available where we live, and since he grew up reading Tintin, our kids have to be able to as well :) And he likes Provencal cuisine so even if the cooking book was 100 pesos (I know, how expensive *sarcasm*) we definitely must have it. The drawings and recipes are very nice, too!

Some random stuff, my very good friend Abby sent me a postcard not long ago, and it filled my heart up so much with good feels that I put it up at my desk.. As a reminder that some people think I'm a good friend. Haha. More seriously, it will encourage me to continue to try being a nice friend. I dunno. I just need this so I can see myself that way, as someone capable of making and keeping friendships.



Also I finally learned how to do a Celtic Cross spread using my Tarot cards and my spread was VERY INTERESTING and very apt to my current situation.. It's almost creepy! I don't really believe in anything divinatory, but it was a rollercoaster ride nonetheless. Unfortunately I'm a bit lazy to get into details. Here's the spread though


The things I liked most about doing this are 1)It offered me actually very useful insight regarding my situation and attitude, 2) It brought very hopeful messages after giving the advice 3)It seemed to be very aware of E's presence and significance in my life hahaha. 

He's back in France and I miss him a lot. But if things work out, this will be the last long stretch of time we'll spend apart... But in order to cope anyway, I want to share two cute pictures of him (sorry Emmy)


This is from when he hit his head on my wall/ceiling (I have slanted wall/ceilings) and actually bumped a HOLE on it!!

This was after I fixed it... it was kinda bad before.

It was really scary but kinda funny now that I know his skull is okay. I wasn't there when it happened, I was downstairs then he messaged me asking if I could go up.. then  cryptically said "I hurt myself" I ran upstairs panicking and just saw him holding his head and relieved beyond belief that there wasn't any blood that I could see. I feel bad for thinking he's super cute because of something like that but I somehow can't help it T.T my poor baby.. I put a whole dozen ice cubes in a sock and put it in a ziplock and of course snapped pictures cos I'm an idiot.


Lastly here is a rare picture of him without glasses on!! (he was wiping them, if you can see) I got trigger happy when he was about to leave cos that's one of the ways that the loneliness manifests when I don't want to just cry all the time... So there's a bunch of random pics of him in my computer, but this one really catches my eye when I look at the folder (which... I admittedly still do sometimes just to see him :ppppp) He's so cute. Awe.

I know, I'm disgusting. Don't worry, you just reached the end of this post. Bayiii ~

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

intergalactic kuneho fusée


On Monday, Beardy and I watched GUARDIANS OF THE GALAXY!!
RATING 4.5, AWESOME!




POTTED OR FULLSIZE, ^ = SUPA CUUUTE

Before we left, we broke out the whiteboard we got the day before and created a wonderful masterpiece
intergalactic kuneho (bunny) fusée (rocket)
We bought it after coming home from tagaytay and then having dinner at Rack's , which is starting to become a big favorite place (he tried it for the first time last year and loved it ever since - GREAT MEAT U NO) and drew these bunnies in veggienums space before leaving.


then after the movie we went around Metro department store and found these on the discounted books section.. a kid's french picture book for me and a modern filipino legend story book for him! we like carabaos.

Our trilingual relationship tickles me. Even when both of us are babyn00bs in each other's language. [it's ok, kid books are cuter anyway]

Sometimes I make him teach me French. In fact, we used the whiteboard in conjunction with the French book, making our own rules to make it more challenging. As for the Filipino bedtime story, it has English translations so it's teaching him new words in Filipino as well...

More about our weekend though..

Our weekend at Tagaytay was an adventure. We stayed in this huuuge house which was creepy on the outside but pretty on the inside, in a pretty but dilapidated neighborhood. I'm not sure if it was just the recent storm, but it had a couple of problems. 

It's mostly deserted and some of the roof tiles were missing on the houses, and when we got there there was no water. The water did arrive at night and just when a couple of us were finally showering, THE ELECTRICITY WENT OFF. But it was just for ten minutes or so. There weren't any commercial places nearby, so we just hung out by ourselves and brought all of our own food. 


Honestly though, I enjoyed it a lot. We still had access to internet through our parents' gadgets, and well, there's card games and fun stuff on my aunts' gadgets to play.. My niece Nica and I played this weird jumping bird game on the stairs and Beardy and I played card games, Rummy by ourselves and Pusoy Dos with two of my cousins..


Also Sansa was off-leash a lot of the time even with the open door, which she enjoyed a lot! We can't let her off leash with open doors at home because there are cars outside and abduction potential and we don't have a fence. But when we were in Tagaytay she was super free, we even took her outside off-leash sometimes!


here she is winking cos she knows she'll eventually be set free [or cos a cute boy is rubbing her tummy]:


and here she is enjoying the ride home, looking out the window staring at cows and barking at dogs


Anyway, yeah.. I didn't really get to write on here at all from when Beardy arrived on the 8th of July, I decided I'll let it come naturally to me. But it's been great! So great that I'm ending this with a selfie


Or is this an us-sie.. does that even exist. Anyway bye!

Sunday, June 29, 2014

a look back at my fantastic week

i got my camera back on monday, and also had some pampering done before meeting Carmen for some burgers! i didn't get to bring my camera along but we had a nice time just sitting outside in Nuvali enjoying awesome burgers at half off and talking about GETTING SERIOUS about some things..


i'm a bit worried about Brother's Burgers, it feels a lot like they're about to close shop. i hope they just manage to bring the prices down and stay, but that might be unlikely. in any case YUMMMM

on tuesday and wednesday i stayed home and worked out to jillian michael's 30 day shred..


the first day was too tough and i didn't get to do all of it, but the second day was easier. i lasted throughout the video but didn't do ALL the moves, i rested my arms for a couple of seconds at times. but I FINISHED IT and that's a huge improvement from the first day for me so whatever. my friends and i are getting into being healthy and physically active lately [well i guess we all have for a while, but only lately has it felt like a together thing], so it's nice to have people to talk to about it. we're also all trying to stay creative and active and productive. there's a lot of really awesome energy when i'm with them. i also have been making a point of taking care of myself better by moisturising, pampering myself, and cleaning my room more often! it's better to keep doing it often than like, planning to do a BIG CLEANING DAY, it's a good mindset i think to not believe something is done, when it's something that needs to be habitual like cleaning, being healthy and showering lol

on thursday Carmen, Aizel and I had a late celebration for Carmen's passing of the BOARD EXAMSSS and her birthday. We went to her house to eat, watch a movie, and hang out... and draw a mural on her garden wall.. which lasted for only a few seconds before getting rained on XD None of us were truly upset. How very zen.

getting some inspiration for our wall-chalking while snacking on some papaya and mango

watching Drinking Buddies with kimchi and nori potato chips and wine
afternoon pasta slash late lunch
porno de mercedes
my contribution in the works
making a mess. we knew it was going to rain [look at the ground in the background - it was a rainy type of day] but we wanted to try anyway. lesson learned, fun had, art captured through pictures anyway.
workstation
the finished product - most of it anyway; i realise the bottom part is cut off a bit..
on friday Carmen and I met Jess at their house and we hung out at their village's pool. it was fun hanging out with Mio too! Jess had to do makeup on a kid and left us for a bit while we swam but we got to have some spaghetti together. it was a really nice picnic!


finally we went to quezon province yesterday. it was at 4am and i took the opportunity to pull my bedtime up again by agreeing to go ~ that's right, i picked the harder option to better myself! *self high-five* 

IT WAS COMPLETELY DARK when my family came by and picked us up
i've been sleeping late for most of the week and i didn't want to stay on that road long, especially because it makes me super unproductive and because E is COMING IN 8 DAYS and we have to make the most of it. so i didn't sleep at all after coming home from Jess' and just WEENT.

...which made for very blurry photos of the unfortunately very beautiful sky at the start cos i couldn't control my arms much

but i managed to take SOME ok photos of the ride going there... the actual ride was much more beautiful though. :)



during the trip i noticed that my niece Trish has been videotaping everything lately and kind of murmuring at her tablet's mic... influenced by watching youtube vlogs perhaps.


i didn't really know where we were going exactly when i agreed to go, and i never asked. only that it was in quezon province. so imagine my surprise when i saw this:

it's like an open field, partly uphill exhibition of biblical events depicted in statues. at the very top is a huuuge monument of jesus in a pose very much like the famous brazilian one... catholics [or even non-religious tourists like me] can walk around and then climb up in a zig-zag pattern towards the big jesus.. and i guess if you reach it you can make a wish. i think.
trish at the foot of the uphill part, probably recording me while i took her picture
we didn't know it was in a zig-zag pattern though, so we didn't make it to the top due to the scary view when you're in the middle part. there's no railing acting as a physical barrier between you and rolling down the hillside like a bowling ball, and even though that's highly unlikely, the view wasn't very comforting. but i think that's part of the whole endeavor.


i could have gone on for the thrill, but Abbie has an even more legit fear of heights compared to me and neither of us slept at all so i didn't see the point in risking whatever could have happened XD

and we had fun at the garden of eden/noah's ark part anyway

some biblical n00dz

yep, a lottt of fun.

chillin in the van almost weeping to The Weepies. felt so emosh during this song and just wanted to hold my bf idek yy

we did a lottt of just waiting in the van that day, as the elders did more church stuff and met relatives, which was completely fine by me as i was zombie-like and enjoyed my grand uncle's van's aircon a lot. so i just took lots of naps. and we had buko shake!!

my tata albert our host and visitor at the same time haha
we also had lunch at this odd place that had just a lot of murky water all around us and then a mini zoo and the weirdest statue fountain ever

fheebo and tita baby
my uncles kept pokin' fun at the sign because nobody will want to fall from the zipline even if it's free
there were some reallly nice filipino treats at the entrance and they were still hot and scrummptious since we came so early everywhere we went that day

pilipit - a rice flour and squash funnel cake with coco jam goo
buchi - a firmer version of mochi covered with sesame seeds and filled with hopia filling type stuff; this one's ube [purple yam]
ate serves em up onto banana leaves
i bought a cup from the coffee vendo to go with em while waiting for the actual food - no photos tho v^^
i didn't get to take pics of the actual main food, but there was this salad made from a kind of ferny plant that i liked, luckily my mom found some so i had some again tonight.

i do have this picture though:

''It's not going anywhere...'' - Mr. Fischoeder; Bob's Burgers

it would have already still look quite startling if the penis fountain was working, but out of context and just looking like it's randomly standing there with an erect penis in front of a koi pond... it looked quite ridiculous XD what a delight.

so yeah i had the bestest best week i could have ever asked for, i love getting to see my friends so often and going out with family and working out and just SEIZING THE DAY.. i've always known what that meant but i never really felt like i lived that way on my own without an institutional body like school or church demanding it from me... so this felt really good, like taking control of my life somehow..

i'm going to try to get a lot of indoor-activities done in the coming week while staying active and ready to go out if need be; the week after that, BEARDY WILL BE HERE YAYYYY

now let's finalize this post with fheebo's adorable face again:



i'm going to have to learn to make smaller posts and more often instead of huge bomb posts like this, but for now, thank you for taking the time to read anyway :) i appreciate the dozen or so of you. haha.

have GREAT week! happy sunday!

ps. donut wory i shal remove da blue neil polesh soon