i figuratively did a lot of pacing back and forth in writing this one, i just couldn't feel as if i was in the right place to write about it. it seemed like it's supposed to be a huge deal but there's nothing out of the ordinary i could really write. so i guess i could just approach this by going straight to the point:
i've finally graduated.
the cross i've been carrying for 1/4 of my life has been dropped. i have an empty slate.
but somehow it doesn't feel so grand, and i don't feel completely light. i feel the pressures of having to make something of myself as soon as possible. but i'm trying to be wise about things. i will take time soon to really think of what the next step should be.
i'll post photos soon probably.
today we're going to the beach with family and i'm really excited. it's been a while.
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